1 cm dialated...an ok size
3 cm dialated....doable
5 cm dialted...gulp!
8 cm dialated....WTF???
10 cm dialated...or fully dialated....ready for baby to come out
YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FLIPPIN KIDDING ME!!!!
Is it too late to call the whole thing off?
1 cm dialated...an ok size
3 cm dialated....doable
5 cm dialted...gulp!
8 cm dialated....WTF???
10 cm dialated...or fully dialated....ready for baby to come out
YOU HAVE GOT TO BE FLIPPIN KIDDING ME!!!!
Is it too late to call the whole thing off?
And just to update everyone else, we are in the process of moving! We got the keys to our new duplex on Friday morning, and I have done a couple of back and forth trips so far, but the main move will be happening this week and weekend. We absolutely love our new place and can't wait to get in and make it ours! I am on weight lifting restrictions of nothing more than 20 to 30 pounds, cuz I guess the placenta can actually detach and that ends well for baby, and/or you can pull muscles more easily. I have already broken that limit, but that was before I found out about it, so from here on out, I will leave all the lifting to other people and just carry pillows and stuff, ha! In case you don't know much about the new place, it is not that much bigger overall than our current one, but we have made some big upgrades/exchanges that make it completely worth it. We no longer are in an apartment complex, we are renting one side of a duplex that has our own garage and a huge, fenced in backyard for the dog and we have our own laundry room and storage space with tons of extra wall space to hang clothes and store boxes. The bedrooms are a tad bit smaller than our current place, but we have a second bathroom, a much larger kitchen and a deck outside big enough for a grill and some chairs. We are across the street from a park that has soccer goals and tennis courts and a baseball diamond. It is only a 2 minute drive from the in-laws, or a 15 minute walk door to door with the puppy. The only thing that would make it better would be if we owned it, but oh well, that home ownership will happen hopefully next year or the year after! We are very excited to get in there for good.
Your pregnancy: 19 weeks










On our baby front,
Baby BellaReese has been kicking up a storm lately!! Brian still can't feel her, even though I am constantly shoving his hands on my belly (and pushing them into where she is) to try and feel em, but still nothing! I hadn't felt her for a few days and started getting worried, then this morning, she has been non stop, reminding me not to be such a worry wart! I can only imagine how neurotic I will get once she is born! That is all for now, life has been sort of uneventful! New post to come on Sunday!
you can really see the changes in the area in front of my hips, which is where the baby is sitting now. Also, the area under my chest is filling out, and everything is starting to pull. All the fat you see on my hips that I started to get around week 11 is being stretched forward so its not dimply! You can't tell since I cropped it out, but my chest is ridculously huge as well...and sore :(
Some new developments this week other than already feeling a few baby flutters, Brian and I have secured a girls names (peer to the right of this blog to see it if you haven't already), and have figured out a boys name, as well! We are going to wait a bit to release that to the public however, unless you buy me an at home ultrasound machine for a mere $30,000, then I will divulge the boys name, ha, just kidding. Or am I???
I have been having major butt pain from sitting at work all day long. I am going to bring a workout ball with me to work from now on because sitting on that won't put too much pressure on my tail bone and sciatica, and it helps with posture and developing my ab muscles...hopefully I have retained enough balance to stay sitting on top of it and not falling off! I have been getting a few nose bleeds and carry around a tissue box everywhere, my nose is incredibly stuffy and they say that is extremely common. I say it is extremely annoying. Anyway, continue reading to learn more about Martini!

One of my major concerns with the pregnancy has been my diagnosis on having a septate uterus, which just means that I have an unusual growth that can impede the baby's growth and limit its chances of survival. I have been freaking out, but our doctor is amazing and answered all my questions and put me at complete ease! I found out online that women who have this uterus have a 60% higher chance of losing the baby through out the entire pregnancy than women with normal uteruses, they have more breach babies which leads to c-sections or stunted growths and early delivery, but the doctor explained that that is only true if the baby originally implants on the growth, which ours did not! So, based on the baby's implantation to the far right of the growth, I should be able to carry the baby to term and deliver normally, with a healthy, normal weighted baby!! I most likely will NOT need a c-section! I was very relieved! The average woman has a 5% chance of the baby being breach and mine is at about 15%, which if it is breach, I will have to have a c-section, but I am counting on everything being healthy and normal and I am not worrying a second longer about my stupid uterus! Next baby, all these concerns will come back and we will have to see where the baby implants, but, that won't be for a long time! ;)